I’m sitting at the airport at 5am on a Monday, waiting for my flight to Philadelphia. I’m going on my second ever business trip. I’m leaving my kids for the first time ever and my husband for only the second time in your almost 11 years of marriage.
In December I interviewed for two internal positions…I was offered both. I spent a miserable few days trying to decide which job to take. They were opposite sides of the coin…the extremes of my old position. One was local and I’d get to work with my old boss. The other was based out of Philly, but I would continue to work from home, with the exception of a few business trips.
You can probably guess which one I chose. I’m pretty darn excited, but I’m also a bit overworked at the moment. You see, I’m still supporting my old position until the 30th. Not only that, but I’m also training the new person. That in and of itself is a lot, but then I’m trying to learn about my new job, new boss and all the new people I’ll be working with. It’s been a bit crazy, but I know it’ll settle.
I have one more trip at the end of the month. Then we are putting the house on the market and moving on up. 2015 is looking to be an interesting year.
On Monday I found out I lost my job. I actually had a sneaking suspicion on Friday due to an email I got, so I spent the weekend, including my birthday, staring at the wall and holding my kids. By Monday, when the announcement was made, I was doing better and by Monday evening I could eat again.
Over 20 people lost there jobs in this re-organization. Almost all of us work from home. They have decided to centralize our jobs to one location. It makes sense in my head. I see where they are going and I’d absolutely prefer to lose my job over no fault of my own, but it sucks. It sucks to go looking for another job and I don’t think the transition internally is going to go as smoothly as they want. There are bound to be hiccups and the beginning of the year is one of the most challenging. The teams I support will suffer the most, but I hope I’ve streamlined and organized things enough that it won’t be as hiccupy as it could be.
I have the option to apply internally. Which I want to do – the company is kinda in my blood. Mom worked there from the time I was 5 until I was 16 and then I worked for them when I was 15 for a summer and then full-time when I turned 20 until now with a year break to teach. The health benefits are great and lets face it, once you’ve been with a company for a while your PTO is far better than when you started out. I really hope I’m able to find a position internally.
On the other hand, if I don’t, I feel optimistic about where I could end up. And the severance would be nice.
From here I have to make my resume great. Apply internally. Learn to interview (I’ve honestly never really done it). Practice interviewing internally. And if by January 30 I haven’t landed a job, I’ll begin the same process out on the world.
It’s scary. I get anxious. But I believe God is in this. God is paving the path, I just need to follow and trust. We have been blessed for so many years and we are so very thankful for that.